I hate it when I feel a thing and I can’t put it into words other people understand.
When I’m up-ache and the color maroon with sky blue and lemon yellow speckles, the sound of a train whistle at three in the morning.
When I’m more fiery than plasma is and I’m blue-yellow-white-lightning and too alive to continue doing anything and nothing.
When I’m simple green and the warmth drinking hot drinks gives you, and I think that if I could touch a friend I might turn them into gold, because that’s what they are to me.
I don’t know how to make people understand. I know it perfectly, but they can’t seem to.
Does anyone else experience this?
Yes. All the time. It takes me a long time to put it into words. Usually I have to try with poetry first and then it sort of flows from there. Sometimes.